Dreamt about Daddy! Again....

I had another dream about my Dad, this time He was driving me to a doctor I think, I was just so happy to be with him. Somehow we ended up at Church, and we were having a really good time, Ron woke me up again, I was sad to leave my Daddy.. I love you and I miss talking to you Daddy so very, very much! There was so many unspoken words between us, but somehow I know you know! I have so many flashbacks of us Daddy, I can remember being so possessive of you, our dancing and singing together, you buying me my first big mac.. you sewing my clothes and making me chocolate cake. I always had to lick the bowl...um yummy! You taught me how to ride a bike, and you didn't let me fall. Thank you Daddy for all you did do! I love you!

Dreamt about Daddy!

Early this morning I had a dream about my Daddy. I dreamt that I was visiting his church and as I entered the door there he was talking to Uncle Freddy. He looked so good, and healthy, so strong, he was so animated and jovial. I went up to him and gave him a really big hug. My sisters were there and my Dad was disturbed and unhappy because they were fighting. I think he knows that they are not communicating with each other and it''s disturbing to him. Rest in peace Daddy, I love you, and I miss you so very much!

My Dad passed away on August 2, 2010. He had suffererd with Cancer for 2 years. Towards the end it was unbearable to watch the deteriation of my Daddy. I miss calling him on the phone, and our random conversations. I will sau I was relieved to see him crossover because I hated what the Cancer did to him, my Dad, so strong and brave reduced to just a shell.

The funeral was hard, I was screaming and didn't even know it came from me. My sister passing out and my uncle singing.. God I hate funerals! Daddy, I miss you so much! I just can't believe you are gone!